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28th May, a rather cloudy day(again).. mood’s not real high nor down, normal, plus a lil’ bit of blurness.. -____- okay, that was craps.. lolz.. anyway, tonight will be going to Hillsong United Lives’ concert, am just waiting for time to pass now.. this morning while I was still pigging and lying around my bed with my big butt, suddenly handphone rangs… "GRRR… siapa yg mengacau nih?!?" (which means who is it that’s disturbing LOL. -.- XD) *totally pissed, pick up the phone..* "hello Chris, it’s Lisa here.." "uhh..?? Lisa?? oh ya, yesssss…??" "how come you’re not at work ahh??" "huh?? I thought today I annual leave..??" "tomorrow lah~!!" *zadou* "then how?" "never mind I settle for you.." "thanks ya Lisa~ Tah~" wow.. my team leader nice right =P after hang up the call then cannot sleep dy.. wake up and watch drama loh.. lolz.. Ehh.. dont stare at me like that, I’m like other young girl too, I love dramas, so what?!? Stop staring!! I scare you’ll fall in love with me.. STOP!! XD lolz.. wonder why how come today will come out with sucha lame and cold joke.. lolz.. maybe my mind’s really not functioning well -_-" Help anyone..?? -_-" anyway, talked about drama, I finished the whole series of "It started with a kiss 2 [恶作剧2吻]" I really liked it much, although I still do think the first series’ better, but no care laa.. I’m loving it~ (pa.la.pa.pa.paa.. I’m loving it~ - McD’s lolz.. -.-) guess there’ll be the 3rd series cause the ending has a lil’ suspense.. made me "sam si si" only cheh cheh.. But when I watched the series, somehow I’ll be thinking that, how come always in the dramas that the guy will definitely be so perfect and loving while surrounding me, I can hardly see guys like that?? -_-" WAA!! no offence laa guys.. heart speak of mine.. =D Actually I dont know since when that I dreamt of wanna get married in the future, I always ask myself that will I get married in the future..?? If I got married, will I be able to give birth and sucha stuff..?? Yaya.. I know I shouldnt be thinking and worrying about these stuffs, just that it just pops up to my mind from time to time.. maybe I’m just thinking too much..?? Yea, I think so too.. We’ll see laa.. haha.. who knows in the future I’ll be "lou gu po" also.. XD cant see nor predict the future though.. just wait and see.. XD Anyway, anyone going to the Hillsong United Lives’ concert later..?? It’s my second time attending their concert here in Malaysia.. I’m not a fans of them.. Just that I wanna catch some fire and be a part in the worship and also to hang out and meet up with everyone.. from kt and long lost contact friends.. XD Sometime I really do wonder how the worship leader and band members hold and focus their heart.. I mean while they’re worship leading on the stage, how are they gonna focus on God and not the crowds..?? (just my opinion laa >>) the band and the worship leader has responsiblity in leading the crowds, but how do they make sure that the crowds’ focusing on God and not their skill on stage..?? Or in other words, how to make sure that the people are worshipping God and not the band members itself..?? Sometimes I’m really blur.. Cause I myself faces problems like this, thats why I’ve withdrawn from the team for a while.. Until I get right with God, I wont join the team, cause I believe once part of the worship team is not right with God, it will how some in some way ruin something.. Anyway, Dont get me wrong.. I’m not saying that United lives’ band or planetshakers or any other bands are getting glory for themselves… -_-" What I am saying is that, how are we going to set our heart on God and focus on Him alone.. Pardon me ya, Suddenly came up with this.. cause I once too "worship and adore" the band rather than focusing on God.. The funny thing about it is that, I thought I am worshipping God.. Haha.. Think about it now, it’s pretty a joke for me.. Still learning and getting right about myself before Him.. no wonder people would always say that life’s a learning journey.. Now, I acknowledged.. ^_^

~ by christina-cts on May 28, 2008.

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